there is something wrong you could say
wednesday, september 09, 2009. no comments. filed under: .
I have plenty to say, but I find right now at this moment I don’t have the words to properly explain these thoughts. Or rather, I have a lot of mixed emotions going on, both happy and hopefully, and some very negative. Of course these are all at odds with each other.
What I do know, is I get accused often of not taking enough chances in life. When in reality I take chances often. I’ve always been willing to risk everything I have for a chance at happiness.
I also find people more then willing to say to me I should be happy… by myself. This would be fine, and I agree, there are times when you should just be happy to be alone. But after 3 years of being alone, it is no longer a happy thing. I’m tired of being alone. There is no other way to put it, except I’ve been there, I’ve done that, and it’s time to not be alone.
Picture: Wyandotte River Front on a January Morning. Desolate and alone.
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